things I hate:

the smell of old beer

sticky floors

coming home to a drunk father at 4pm

spending time with people who make me uncomfortable

Also I’m fucking gay!!

I’m only having sex with ladiez from now on friends :) and I think I’m going to come out to my mom sometime soon. Bc like. I’m gay and I’m so happy that I can finally fucking admit it to myself and the world.

I worked out tonight!! And maybe people who exercise are onto something bc I suddenly feel like I can tackle this cover letter editing process and apply to jobs tonight even tho I was about to go to bed!! And I ate v healthy today and I can feel it friends!! My journey is beginning!!

diaryofkisses:

3 Lessons For A Softer Heart

1. “Keep flowers around, always. They may eventually fade and wither, but their beauty remains intact, and their faltered presence may always be replaced with the bloom of another season.

2. Tune in to your senses. There are five of them, five blessed gifts; just as there are elements. Breathe deeper. Touch more. Watch, taste and listen… Closer.

3. Embrace endings. They are inevitable, but within the sadness of knowing this, there exists beauty. Hold on to the best moments before they are gone. Feel each twinkle of emotion as deeply as you can. Reminisce with fondness. And give thanks for both the successes and the mistakes, for they all end up teaching us in the end.”